sexy sugar cupcakes

2011-10-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

i never thought in a million years YOU would be the one who didn't understand me and what i've been through and still going through..we've both had a lot of bad memories about our life but you can't let it kill you inside..i know i've hurt you sometimes but i didn't mean to do it.Do you think i have fun hurting you?no,i don't but i am a human..
i thought maybe you would atleast forgive me when i did hurt you but i guess you didn't you kept it all inside your heart and when you couldn't take it anymore you blew up..sometimes you don't realize the times when i was only trying to help but you took it in a negative way..friends are like siblings we have to tell them the truth even if it kills us to do so..
it's been almost 3 months now since we've actually talked..
i'm going to try to talk to you in school..this will either end in a good way or it will just get worst but what ever happens i will never say i regret a moment with you..because you were always always always.. there for me when i needed you.thank you for always making me forget about all the problems i had..
thank you for all those memories..thinking back about all the crazy things we did together made me think about how blessed i was to have you as a friend.

2011-09-02T03:19:00.001-07:00

Trust is like an eraser , it get's smaller and smaller after every mistake.

"The Story Of Us"

2011-07-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

this song is for you..you know who you are..

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.

[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end.

2011-05-10T07:13:00.001-07:00

Letting go isn't giving up,it's accepting that some things aren't meant to be....Some lessons are just best learned through pain..

get it right

2011-05-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

2011-05-10T00:41:00.000-07:00

I love the way you smile, 'cause it makes me smile, too
I love the way I cannot seem to get my mind off you
I love the way I tingle at the softness of your touch
I love the way you seem to love me, oh, so very much
I love the way I dream about you all throughout the night
I love the way you hold me in your arms so warm and tight.

I love the way it's hard for me to say good-bye to you
I love the way you're perfect in everything you do
I love the way I love you more with each and every day

oh,so cheesy..=P

2010-12-12T09:23:00.000-08:00

2010-12-12T09:18:00.000-08:00

2010-12-07T00:14:00.000-08:00

when someone says they understand what ur going through and that they would always be there for you HELLO!!!...WAKE UP!!! it's all just a FUCKING BULLSHIT story..they'll leave you in the end...

2010-12-03T02:23:00.000-08:00

pixie lott=)

2010-11-21T03:15:00.000-08:00

2010-09-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

i loved you once apon a time..=(

2010-09-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

2010-09-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

2010-09-27T05:49:00.001-07:00

u said the wordz I LOVE YOU,
but its obvious things have changed,
i said the wordz I LOVE YOU,
and my feelings are still the same,
you said i'll LOVE YOU FOREVER,
but forever wasnt long enough,
i said i'll LOVE YOU ALWAYZ,
and i mean it forever,
but i can not imply to you what that meanz,
couze you version of forever isnt what it seemz,
and my version of alwayz seemz like unrealistic dream...=(

BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOS LOVE IT♥

2010-09-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

woo!

2010-09-27T05:00:00.000-07:00