some day..that day will come =)

last day at work=)

today's my last day at columbia asia.well,it's bitter sweet to leave.definitely going to miss everybody here dearly.Good grief!a little teary already.anyway,i've learn't a lot from here.never in a million years would i see myself in a corporate office working for a big company..but it's something that i wouldn't want to do for a living though.i want to be a fashion designer.i know,you must be thinking "da heck?she wants to be a fashion designer but she worked in a corporate office?"haha..well,opportunity came my way..and i took it with a load of fear my sister supported me and said vic,you can do it=)i said to myself if she believes in me then why do i not believe in myself?i wanted to just say NO but then i thought to myself i'm already 18..i can't kept letting my fear get the best of me.so i took it but,i took it with so much doubt in myself.and then finally,first day of work started.it was ok but i didn't do much.so,day's past and i thought to myself "all that self doubt,all that fear,all that negativity for nothing!it turned out to be fun and shockingly life changing for me.i became more confident,more independent,and more positive and i made good money=P..i'm proud of myself.i myself am shocked at how much i've changed into a more positive thinking person that i am at 18 years old..i kept telling myself it doesn't matter if i make mistakes becuase everybody has gone through that and still is going through that.and hell!who gives a crap at what people say behind your back if you do something wrong.it doesn't matter.don't let that bring you down.EVERYBODY in this WORLD has been talked about it's just one of those times.we can't stop people from doing so..so,why waste your time being depressed about small matters like that.but then again i'm only human and i do get upset about things like that sometimes but i always remind myself what's the point.=)that's how i think.you wanna do something?do it..give it a try and always believe in yourself and don't give a dang about what people say about you cause eventually it will stop and people will forget.

you know who you are

I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day & how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. I miss our conversations.i miss your smile.i miss how you used to always say i love you bii.i miss how much you used to love me.i miss seeing you everyday.i miss how you always say your mine.i miss the way you used to get upset when you had to say goodbye.i miss the way you look into my eyes.i miss how you used to get jealous when other guys approach me.i miss the way you used to always make me laugh.i miss everything about you and me.but,most of all i miss you and i wish you knew that i still love you.

you know who you are

u said the wordz I LOVE YOU,
but its obvious things have changed,
i said the wordz I LOVE YOU,
and my feelings are still the same,
you said i'll LOVE YOU FOREVER,
but forever wasnt long enough,
i said i'll LOVE YOU ALWAYZ,
and i mean it forever,
but i can not imply to you what that meanz,
couze your version of forever isnt what it seemz,
and my version of alwayz seemz like unrealistic dream...=(